Gopi........

After the training i was assigned to a project to GPIL raipur...raipur the capital of chattisgarh , doesn't look like a city...its a very hot and backward city..we all abaper's were staying in a pretty nice hotel....other abaper's were highly experienced so it was a good learning experience for me....apart from very hectic schedule of work we used to get some time to go only available mall (city-36) in raipur...it was holi and fortunately or unfortunately we all ppl got 6 days leave ..initially i was not planning to go 2 home but my project manager suggested me to visit to home because you never know when will b the next time to go ur home......so i just booked the train tickets i didn't get confirmed ticket....so i first travelled to nagpur and nagpur to delhi it was nice journey as train was going through most of heard cities like bhopal, agra,nagpur.....finally i was at my home and was hoping to spend a good time but very next day my delivery manager ordered me to fly to ahemdabad and the next day was holi.....somehow i managed to fly on next day 2 holi....
now i was in ahemdabad....i had a gut feeling its going to b tuff as i was the only abaper here n so many tuff issues were pending for me...i really don't know what were they expecting from me even i didn't know what kind of solutions i can provide to client.....but i was/am doing my job with full passion....its been a fortunate for me coming ahemdabad as i am the only abaper so end of the day i have to find out the solutions ...i can not seek any help from anywhere atleast onsite......apart from some tuff work i met some really beautiful people like shiva,kashi,abhishek,saurabh,pradeep bhai and yes dada,chandan bhai and one and only motadoo ma'am ......although they were very senior to me but still there was a fabulas environment in guest house as well as well as in office..........i used to pull the leg of madhavi motadoo ma'am...she is very friendly natured lady but used to miss her family......
once madhavi g told me that she read about a dining hall named GOPI in a book "THREE MISTAKES OF MY LIFE" BY CHETAN BHAGAT......so she wanted to go that place GOPI...finally we decided to go GOPI..its a very nice place as you can find proper gujrati food here in very reasonable price.........frankly speaking i learnt and still learning from her how to live life when you are in extreme pressure and what is the exact meaning of dedication 2wards ur work...i am not that dedicated person but seing people working very hard at age of 37....that is really inspiration for me.............in ahemdabed i went to akashardham tample... it is very nice place actually it is not in ahemdabad ..it is in gandhinagar 22 km away from ahemdabad....and yes i also visited to askon tample..where you can find beautiful girls...........now something about wipro......wipro is a tuff company where you can't escape....you will have to work...there is no other option as i am on client side life is tuffer..............but its good...coz if you are in uncomfortable jone you always try to exceed your dimensions...........

76 days

Today is my 76 day in bangalore and i am pretty for what i achieved , anyways these 76 days taught me good and facinating experiences . I always knew that luck and destiny always play a crucial role in your life you can not get those things which is not supposed to be achieved still we can try....as somebody said "dreams are not what you see while sleeping ,dreams are what you see with open eyes"....today i am sitting alone in my room because my friend and room partner has got his posting to delhi and i am still waiting for it.
On my 1st day in bangalore i thought its a very cool and calm city but city prooves me wrong ....its a hectic city but apart from that i must say bangalore a city of diffent cultures and different people....people of bangalore are very humble and that really inspired me. i remember one incident i was very new in the city and i was not able to catch the correct bus so i was asking for right bus but nobody understood english then i saw a guy with red tag of wipro but i was hasitant as red tag tells us 5 years of experience but somehow i asked for right bus.....but his response was too good he not only told me the right bus but also gave me some tips for futures..he was talking to me as i am his friend.............
1st day i had to go sarjapur office for joining formality and induction program ...induction program was for 2 days where we were told to follow the ''spirit of wipro" that is 1. intensity of wining 2. work with sensitivity 3. unyielding integrity.................our training was scheduled in ahmed plaza...so next day i have to report there....i was expecting some nice cool training but later on my preassumption was absolutely wrong as it was really tuff training....we have to work for 14 to 15 hrs a day for atleast 50 days....there were 20 ppl in my batch from different part of india and very skillful....atleast they were far better than me.............

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slumdog millionaire

we are in the office on saturday when everybody is enjoying his weekend....and we are working on BDC & enhancement...suddenly i said to shekhar i am going to slumdog millionaire ......this movie is really marvelous ....i liked it.....i always beleive if u have good script and a proper vision what actually u want to create....you dont need big stars....a.r.rahmaan is awesome is his music "JAI HO"......and yes one thing is pretty sure....what i learnt from this movie if you can make fool thousands of people ,you are genious .......plz do learn this art..........and please apply this art carefully because you can face other geniouses ....joke apart................ultimate thing is movie is superb......please do watch this one ...........**** from my side.............i dont have time to make thing blog groomed ..so just take it as it is.............. :)

bhagwandas pvt lmt

converting 2 eyes in to 4 eyes(not by glasses but with girls) is a nice thing to do when you need to pass the time and thats what me and robbie were doing at ghaziabad railway station.....we both walking on the platform and the targets were diff. beauties suddenly i felt myself thirsty so i jus asked robbie to purchase the cold drink...while taking cold drinks the train start moving so we had to rush towards the train ,,,intensionally or unintensionally we were in ladies compartment and comfort was more than enough as so many beautiful faces were around us ....after some time a pretty face little girl was next to me but unfortunately she was a bagger and was asking for money...my first impression was not to give any money but lastly we gave her a coin.....it was a sad moment but as we both were together so no saddness can overcome our so called "masti"...so during our adult conversation robbie asked me "suppose if GOD says to ppl that no one can use my name ...or GOd denies to all the people who are earning his or her bread and butter on the sake of his name,that you can not use my name any more what will happen".....and it was a really good question ....we both were laughing and passengers near to us were also laughing but the question has its own impact on my mind .....as whole world is suffering with the financial depression , if we consider the GOD as the chairman of the a company whose employees are the sants,mahatmas, baggers and all .....what will happen to them if the chairman (GOD) raise the issue"YOU CAN NOT USE MY NAME"......i really dont know what actually i am trying to proove by writing this blog but i just thought about that incident and write the whole experience what i felt during that journey from ghaziabad to shivaji bridge.................................................

sorry??????????

I don’t know if I am sorry

Though I know I don’t regret it.

My heart may try to deny you

But maybe now you see me.

I’m not just a letter, words on a paper

Not simple penned phrases at night.

I gave you my heart and you tore it

You ripped it to miniscule shreds.

The truth was an answer I’d begged for

Your lies were not something I wanted.

Whether you’d wanted the real me

Was a sentiment you never wrought.

So if I have killed all your happiness

By directing my hurt onto you,

Then forgive me for doing what you did

Forgive me for acting the same

...........2 years...........

We have transfer to a place called "jabreda",it is a very small town in haridwar where no telephone service, no internet service, no communication service were there...we were there in mid night and our luggage were shifted by our landlord and by my father ...i was too small so i could not help ..i can remember i was in 6th standard..... next morning i met a lady which was the wife of the landlord....she hugged me and kissed me on my forehead with full affection and invited me and my family for food......it was DAAL ,RICE and PICKLE ,it was the best DAAL ,RICE i have ever eaten.
Me and my mom were arranging our things in the house suddenly she came to us and asked for any help ...my mom replied with a smile "no,thank you we can manage "...despite of denial of my mom she forcefully started helping us which was quite needed.She was a strong physics woman and was very helpful,supportive, talkative and yes illiterate....she had two sons sunil and mange .... both sons were not good they used to insult her mom ,they didn't have any respect for her mom according to my definition of respect ....i can remember the routine of the lady ....she woke up at 4:30 am and used to go for animals and arrange the fodder for animals then she arranged the breakfast for her husband and sons as they had to go to shop at 7 am.....she was very fond of tea and used to take one lota tea...then she washed the dishes and regular homely stuff finally she used to go to bed at 9:00 pm as in towns 9:00pm is a proper time to sleep
Once i asked "aunty , aap itna kaam kaise kar leti ho aur aap bhaiya logo ko daati kyu nhi ki wo aapki insult karte hain"...she replied "beta , tu aabhi bhot chota hai samajne k liye"....there was a incident when her husband beat her because she didn't cook the desired food ....her husband beat her very badly.... i can remember i went to her after some time ..there was swelling on her face.....once i asked her aunty ..have you ever visited to haridwar....she replied,"mai apni shadi k baad se kabhi bhe kahi nhi gyi" and i was damn shocked and thought how can it be possible.....the house in which we stayed was the only hindu house in the locality rest were muslims so i used to listen aajaan .....on road hens used to visited freely hahaha ...there was no water service provided by gov so we had to bring water from the hand pump 500 meters away...i used to bring 12 buckets of water in a day ......and the lady used to bring 30 buckets.....i spent 2 years there life was tuff but despite of tuffness i learnt and saw many things there....i saw how vulnerable a woman can....i learnt how to abuse there hahah.........
when we were leaving the place the woman was crying ...me and my mom too....its been 12 yeas after leaving that place but i can still remember the woman......and surprisingly i still don't know her name but i respect her not because of her vulnarability but for the affection and love she had for me and for everyone is respectable............................

GOD made us or we created GOD???????????

One question which inevitably comes up in my mind of this nature is what is the origin of God? If God created matter/energy, and designed the systems that have propelled matter into its present arrangement, who or what accomplished that for God? Why is it any more reasonable to believe that God has always “been” than it is to say that matter has always “been”? “If we say that God has always been, why not save a step and conclude that the universe has always been?”and as vivekanand said "i believe in GOD not because others believe in GOD and i don't believe in GOD if i believe in it because GOD will punish me"
I present concerning the existence of God and of all the material that I try to make available to people to learn about God's existence, the present lesson, "Why I Left Atheism," is the lesson in the series that I frankly do not like to present. I guess none of us like to look back in our lives to a time when we made poor judgments and foolish mistakes.........when we took rather really idiotic positions....and admit this, especially to people we are not well acquainted with. I present this lesson, however, because it is my fervent hope and prayer that perhaps by exposing my mistakes, some who might be following the same paths (to a greater or lesser extent) might not make those same mistakes.................................