only for u my friend.......

He used to say me people dont like as i am bit over confident and i used to reply to him that they don't like you because you know more than what they know..........20th may2009 around 3:00pm i luckily called him and my phone was on speaker so my mom who was sitting very near to me was also listening our conversation so i asked him "aur bhai kya ho rha hai?" he replied "kuch nhi pune jane ki tayiyari kar rha hun" i asked "kyu kya hua ? posting ho gyi?" he answered "haan" i said "good yaar" and again asked "abe kaun sa domain mila hai?" he said"pta nhi dekho java ya data ware housing" i quoted"are dono he mast hain"....then i asked "when are you leaving ?" he just said "tonight i have bus"..."bus" i surprisingly replied "i mean is there any bus which goes pune from mysore"...are said "tum chutiya ho are volvo bus chalti hain" i said "aacha"..."are i am also leaving 2morrow for banglore for my next assignment" i said .........."tum bhosdi k isi he ghumte he rahoge tik maat jana" he said with smile...i also laughed.....finally i said "chal bhai thik hai milte hain kabhi duniya gool hai bye"......21st may 2009 now i am bangalore and coming from airport suddenly i got a call from rahul kumar he said i have a shocking news. i said "kya hua?".. he said "tushar is no more"...i asked "abe iska kya matlab hai?" he said "he said tushar is dead his bus has accident"......honestly speaking that time i didn't know hw to react but after some i realised something big has happened.....we were pretty good friends and used to pull each other's leg......no tears are in my eyes as i dont to cry because death is not the end its a start of new journey....i don't know what grief and sorrow his family will b facing....but its really horrible to think about their pain......life will go on...nobody can't do anything..everybody is playing its part .....good luck for next journey my friend be at peace...............

SARGMA

finally i am released from the project and its time to come back to home for some days as my base location is delhi. i was on 5 days leave so i was planning to enjoy but i worked for that project for 2 days from my home....anyway in this period i met with my old and oldest friends next day i of my dearest friend jakkie came to my home from alwar as he is a lecturer in an engineering college and waiting for for TCS joining. we enjoyed a lot at my place ..at the same day i got a mail that i have to report to bangalore for another project but still i had 4 days leaves left so we planed to go jakkies's place which is a small village and my school is also there. before going to jakkie's place SARGMA my sis insisted me to bring DRDO form from nehru place so i had to go to nehru place we came back at 1:30 pm . we (me and jakkie(prashant)) started our journey at 3:00 pm from ghaziabad luckily we AC bus till the bulandshar that was a very nice journey...that bus dropped us a small restaurant in bulandshar we took lassi and tea .....then we caught a bus till jakkies place.....some how we managed to reach the destination at 9:00 pm.....as i was expecting there were no light ....but it was a nice feeling to come back to my land from where i actually belong that was the place where i enjoyed a lot and made some really unforgettable friends.....aunty was very very pleased to see us ....it was a hot day so we went to bath on government handpump..that was little slanted n there was no light so
i was slipped there but i was ok...after taking bath we all wrere eating talking and pulling the leg of jakkie as he finally managed to make a girl friend....very next day jakkie had an interview in an engineering college so we moved to aligarh around 10:00 am ..we decided to go by bike....i asked to drive jakkie replied very happily ok but after some time i realised why he said ok because bike was not good brakes were not working properly and road was the worst that you have seen...actually there was no raod we were trying to find where is the road...at last we reached to PAHASHU a small town as jakkie was driving so it was horrible and exiting travell because he doesn't know the meaning of putting brakes...many of times i felt now we are dead...after some time he told me you know rahul when any truck came to us i used to close my eyes and open when it passes away immidiately i forced him get down from driving seat ...and i started driving......finally we were in aligarh at 12:25pm ..in aligarh 1st we went to cyber cafe as jakkie needed to take printout of his CV then we went to SBI bank to cancel a draft after that we went to jakkie's interview..........after interview we were feeling hungry and none of wants to spand money so we decided to go our very very good friend DK...there DK welcomed us so nicely ...there we took some food.....finally it was time go back SARGMA...we had to drive 50 km from aligarh and it was night with out helmet but some how we managed to reach sargma at 8:00 pm then we decided to go our school n class mate ..to whom i actually didn't know she welcomed us well but with some hesitation as in small town people dont like to come guys at a girl's home...neways it was good fun....9:30 pm we came back to jakkies's home...as usual no light we took food and talked a lot. next morning we planned to go back to delhi ....now i have to fly banglore for my new assignment tomorrow is my flight ,i dunno what i earned in these days but i thing i learned that never ever forget those people places by whom you really attached and affaected....

Gopi........

After the training i was assigned to a project to GPIL raipur...raipur the capital of chattisgarh , doesn't look like a city...its a very hot and backward city..we all abaper's were staying in a pretty nice hotel....other abaper's were highly experienced so it was a good learning experience for me....apart from very hectic schedule of work we used to get some time to go only available mall (city-36) in raipur...it was holi and fortunately or unfortunately we all ppl got 6 days leave ..initially i was not planning to go 2 home but my project manager suggested me to visit to home because you never know when will b the next time to go ur home......so i just booked the train tickets i didn't get confirmed ticket....so i first travelled to nagpur and nagpur to delhi it was nice journey as train was going through most of heard cities like bhopal, agra,nagpur.....finally i was at my home and was hoping to spend a good time but very next day my delivery manager ordered me to fly to ahemdabad and the next day was holi.....somehow i managed to fly on next day 2 holi....
now i was in ahemdabad....i had a gut feeling its going to b tuff as i was the only abaper here n so many tuff issues were pending for me...i really don't know what were they expecting from me even i didn't know what kind of solutions i can provide to client.....but i was/am doing my job with full passion....its been a fortunate for me coming ahemdabad as i am the only abaper so end of the day i have to find out the solutions ...i can not seek any help from anywhere atleast onsite......apart from some tuff work i met some really beautiful people like shiva,kashi,abhishek,saurabh,pradeep bhai and yes dada,chandan bhai and one and only motadoo ma'am ......although they were very senior to me but still there was a fabulas environment in guest house as well as well as in office..........i used to pull the leg of madhavi motadoo ma'am...she is very friendly natured lady but used to miss her family......
once madhavi g told me that she read about a dining hall named GOPI in a book "THREE MISTAKES OF MY LIFE" BY CHETAN BHAGAT......so she wanted to go that place GOPI...finally we decided to go GOPI..its a very nice place as you can find proper gujrati food here in very reasonable price.........frankly speaking i learnt and still learning from her how to live life when you are in extreme pressure and what is the exact meaning of dedication 2wards ur work...i am not that dedicated person but seing people working very hard at age of 37....that is really inspiration for me.............in ahemdabed i went to akashardham tample... it is very nice place actually it is not in ahemdabad ..it is in gandhinagar 22 km away from ahemdabad....and yes i also visited to askon tample..where you can find beautiful girls...........now something about wipro......wipro is a tuff company where you can't escape....you will have to work...there is no other option as i am on client side life is tuffer..............but its good...coz if you are in uncomfortable jone you always try to exceed your dimensions...........

76 days

Today is my 76 day in bangalore and i am pretty for what i achieved , anyways these 76 days taught me good and facinating experiences . I always knew that luck and destiny always play a crucial role in your life you can not get those things which is not supposed to be achieved still we can try....as somebody said "dreams are not what you see while sleeping ,dreams are what you see with open eyes"....today i am sitting alone in my room because my friend and room partner has got his posting to delhi and i am still waiting for it.
On my 1st day in bangalore i thought its a very cool and calm city but city prooves me wrong ....its a hectic city but apart from that i must say bangalore a city of diffent cultures and different people....people of bangalore are very humble and that really inspired me. i remember one incident i was very new in the city and i was not able to catch the correct bus so i was asking for right bus but nobody understood english then i saw a guy with red tag of wipro but i was hasitant as red tag tells us 5 years of experience but somehow i asked for right bus.....but his response was too good he not only told me the right bus but also gave me some tips for futures..he was talking to me as i am his friend.............
1st day i had to go sarjapur office for joining formality and induction program ...induction program was for 2 days where we were told to follow the ''spirit of wipro" that is 1. intensity of wining 2. work with sensitivity 3. unyielding integrity.................our training was scheduled in ahmed plaza...so next day i have to report there....i was expecting some nice cool training but later on my preassumption was absolutely wrong as it was really tuff training....we have to work for 14 to 15 hrs a day for atleast 50 days....there were 20 ppl in my batch from different part of india and very skillful....atleast they were far better than me.............

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slumdog millionaire

we are in the office on saturday when everybody is enjoying his weekend....and we are working on BDC & enhancement...suddenly i said to shekhar i am going to slumdog millionaire ......this movie is really marvelous ....i liked it.....i always beleive if u have good script and a proper vision what actually u want to create....you dont need big stars....a.r.rahmaan is awesome is his music "JAI HO"......and yes one thing is pretty sure....what i learnt from this movie if you can make fool thousands of people ,you are genious .......plz do learn this art..........and please apply this art carefully because you can face other geniouses ....joke apart................ultimate thing is movie is superb......please do watch this one ...........**** from my side.............i dont have time to make thing blog groomed ..so just take it as it is.............. :)

bhagwandas pvt lmt

converting 2 eyes in to 4 eyes(not by glasses but with girls) is a nice thing to do when you need to pass the time and thats what me and robbie were doing at ghaziabad railway station.....we both walking on the platform and the targets were diff. beauties suddenly i felt myself thirsty so i jus asked robbie to purchase the cold drink...while taking cold drinks the train start moving so we had to rush towards the train ,,,intensionally or unintensionally we were in ladies compartment and comfort was more than enough as so many beautiful faces were around us ....after some time a pretty face little girl was next to me but unfortunately she was a bagger and was asking for money...my first impression was not to give any money but lastly we gave her a coin.....it was a sad moment but as we both were together so no saddness can overcome our so called "masti"...so during our adult conversation robbie asked me "suppose if GOD says to ppl that no one can use my name ...or GOd denies to all the people who are earning his or her bread and butter on the sake of his name,that you can not use my name any more what will happen".....and it was a really good question ....we both were laughing and passengers near to us were also laughing but the question has its own impact on my mind .....as whole world is suffering with the financial depression , if we consider the GOD as the chairman of the a company whose employees are the sants,mahatmas, baggers and all .....what will happen to them if the chairman (GOD) raise the issue"YOU CAN NOT USE MY NAME"......i really dont know what actually i am trying to proove by writing this blog but i just thought about that incident and write the whole experience what i felt during that journey from ghaziabad to shivaji bridge.................................................

sorry??????????

I don’t know if I am sorry

Though I know I don’t regret it.

My heart may try to deny you

But maybe now you see me.

I’m not just a letter, words on a paper

Not simple penned phrases at night.

I gave you my heart and you tore it

You ripped it to miniscule shreds.

The truth was an answer I’d begged for

Your lies were not something I wanted.

Whether you’d wanted the real me

Was a sentiment you never wrought.

So if I have killed all your happiness

By directing my hurt onto you,

Then forgive me for doing what you did

Forgive me for acting the same